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Blind Faith (No. 17, 2008)
This week brought the “official” beginning of the laptop-
computer-on-the-deck writing season. Overnight low temperatures in the
50’s and 60’s quickly warm into the pleasant 70’s, with streams of
sunshine and gentle breezes. I have written before about sitting out
here, but the full splendor of the experience can never be captured in
written words.
Several yards away, a lawnmower prowls back and forth, and the
fresh smell of cut grass and onions wafts by. A little farther away,
two neighbors are talking. At this distance, their conversation is
unintelligible, but it is punctuated liberally with laughter. Birds
are assembled in full concert, each one singing a different melody in
counterpoint with the other songs. Airplanes passing overhead in
nearly perfect flying conditions make me jealous of whoever is blessed
with today’s opportunity to fly. A few puffy clouds dot the sky, but
visibility is almost unlimited, and turbulence is minimal. Even the
slight scent of tar from newly installed roofing shingles is
comforting. The slight breeze stirs wind chimes in both alto and
soprano registers, blending in random harmony. (I just had to move to
the other side of the table, the climbing sun proving too warm on the
back of my dark colored polo shirt. Shade!) Below in our yard, tiny
fruit are setting of the pear trees, blueberries are finishing a
prolific blossoming season, and buds are swelling into a promising
bumper crop of figs. Muscadine and scuppernong vines are reaching
tentacles across the arbor, twisting in hopes of luscious purple and
amber grapes to come.
No matter how I try to paint the picture in words, it never can
be enough. Sitting on the deck, breathing in the wonder of God’s
creation, is a captivating experience. You just have to be there.
Words aren’t enough. I will be back out on the deck for lunch, or to
sit in the evening, or to stretch out for a nap on the glider, or to
read the newspaper, or simply to sit and rock. Each experience is just
as delightful as the time before. Writing about it, or even reading my
own descriptions of the experience cannot compare with the wonder of
actually being there yourself.
Attempting through these paragraphs to evoke a genuine sense of
sitting out on the deck turned my thoughts to the relationship between
words and first-hand experiences. Word is a
concept richly used in the Bible. Both Hebrew and Greek languages held
high notions of how words function. Both languages understand words as
more than simple signs or names. In the Bible, words convey a dose of
the power that they describe or mean. Words invite a person to
participate in the reality they represent. The Word of God is more
than a collection of pen strokes on scrolls. It embodies the purest
and highest expressions of God’s love, grace, holiness, and glory.
Still, the words of the Bible in the Hebrew and Greek fare no better
then English translations at bridging the gap between ideas – however
sacred – and direct encounters of the presence of God. The story of
the Bible, though, leads us by the hand from abstract words on a page
to personal experiences with God.
A familiar verse from Psalm 119 takes us part of the way: ” I
have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you.”
(Psalm 119:11 NIV) In the Bible, the heart represents the very center
of a person – spiritually, emotionally, and intellectually. To hide
God’s Word in one’s heart is to embrace it with the best energy of
imagination, and reason, and anticipation one can muster. It involves
a committed desire for what we read in God’s Word to be the actual
state of affairs in which we are living. When reading about sitting in
the sun on my deck, I hope you yearn to find such a place for yourself.
When we hide God’s Word in our hearts, we should build an intense
desire to live by God’s love and grace.
But God went much farther to call us from only thinking about
his ways, to living, breathing experience with his grace. The stirring
opening of the gospel of John personifies the Word of God. It is
infinitely more than an idea about God’s love and grace: ” In the
beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was
God. {2} He was in the beginning with God. {3} All things came into
being through him, and without him not one thing came into being….
{10} He was in the world, and the world came into being through him;
yet the world did not know him.” (John 1:1-3, 10 NRSV) Although John
affirms the Word as eternal with God and active in creation of all that
exists, the Word remained a concept, something for sacred imagination
and contemplation, but not something to meet face-to-face. God knew
that direct experience – actually living in the presence of what we
need to know – connects much more powerfully with us. So, John
recounts, “And the Word became flesh and lived among us, and we have
seen his glory, the glory as of a father’s only son, full of grace and
truth. (John 1:14 NRSV) Not only did people read about God’s love and
grace, but Jesus lived as the flesh-and-blood presence of God, for
people to see and feel. This direct encounter with the Word radically
changed the lives of those who followed Jesus. The words of John and
other witnesses and participants with Jesus invite us to have direct
encounters of our own with God’s Word: ” The Word of life existed from
the beginning. We have heard it. We have seen it. We observed and
touched it. {2} This life was revealed to us. We have seen it, and we
testify about it. We are reporting to you about this eternal life that
was in the presence of the Father and was revealed to us. {3} This is
the life we have seen and heard. We are reporting about it to you also
so that you, too, can have a relationship with us. Our relationship is
with the Father and with his Son Jesus Christ.” (1 John 1:1-3 GWT)
Yet, the opportunity to experience the presence of God still
teeters precariously on the written or spoken testimony that “the Word
became flesh.” The only way truly to know the experience is to sit,
walk, and live with Jesus in your own life. Reading about a nice day
in the sun is no match for sitting there yourself, you have to get out
there and do it. Similar counsel is presented in the New Testament’s
guidebook for Christian living: ” Prove yourselves doers of the word,
and not merely hearers who delude themselves…. {25} One who looks
intently at the perfect law, the law of liberty, and abides by it, not
having become a forgetful hearer but an effectual doer, this man will
be blessed in what he does.” (James 1:22, 25 NNAS) Christian faith
requires more than reading and meditating upon written or spoken
descriptions of God’s love and grace. Living Jesus’ way of love and
grace, conversing with him in prayer throughout the day, and practicing
sensing his presence in every moment do far more than mere words ever
will.
If you can’t come over and sit on my deck, sip some iced tea,
and experience the wonders of God’s creation, I hope you can find such
a place of your own in which to do it. Words aren’t enough to let you
feel the warmth of the sunshine and the refreshing breeze for yourself.
I hope, too, that you will absorb God’s Word deeply in your
imagination, contemplation, and anticipation of each day. How can you
bring God’s Word to life through your actions today? Words can’t
substitute for the actual experience, but words do have power. What
are your words doing to invite someone into personal experience of the
presence of Jesus in their life?
I’m sure you haven’t heard the last from my experiences out on
the deck. I run into God out there on a regular basis.
J. Edward Culpepper, Ph.D.